Alexander Stewart if you only knew (visualizer)

Alexander Stewart if you only knew (visualizer) subconfirmation1 Follow me Lyrics i ve been trying so hard to survive sometimes I think that I wanna die i feel so fucking guilty cuz god I m so lucky to live my life so I keep all the pain to myself losing faith but nobody can tell mom, I don t want you worried cuz that would just hurt me so I pretend I m fine if you only knew what my mind is telling me I should do that I m drunk and all alone in my room here tonight i m too sad to cry it s true if you only knew all the shit my brain is putting me through you d come running over straight to my room here tonight i