SOWIE, Again

Again If I lie to myself Put my heart on the shelf I d say I don t want to love again All the letters are torn As I welcome the dawn Why do I feel so sad again Why do I see your face again Said I don t want to love again I would write that I m sorry Though we ended that story But it wasn t a happy end I would write that I miss you See the dreams where I m with you And I still can t call you my friend I do live in the past But I feel that at last All the lines have become so clear And I know I was wrong With the things I had done But I also was young my dear Do you still think of me, my dear After all of these pointless years I would write that I m sorry Though we ended that story But it wasn t a happy end I would write that I miss you See the dreams where I m with you And I still can t call you my friend But I ll lie to myself Put my heart on the shelf You will never love me again