Go was used to being the alpha girl in my life, Amy was used to being the alpha girl in everyones life

Before Amy and I got serious, got engaged, got married, I would get glimpses of Go s thoughts in a sentence here or there. It s funny, I can t quite get a bead on her, like who she really is. And: You just seem kind of not yourself with her. And: There s a difference between really loving someone and loving the idea of her. And finally: The important thing is she makes you really happy. Back when Amy made me really happy. Amy offered her own notions of Go: She s very Missouri, isn t she And: You just have to be in the right mood for her. And: She s a little needy about you, but then I guess she doesn t have anyone else.