holy fucking shit

oh man another acoustic thing :) lyrics: well, holy fucking shit, i m getting tired of being me waking up each day is such a fucking chore drink away the last night s fear and tell you what you want to hear then lay in bed and be depressed some more and i keep drinking way too much and saying things i actually mean last night i told a room of strangers everything there is to know about the things that haunt me in my dreams and i m sorry but i don t think i m ever gonna change i started going out on walks, and then it started raining i guess even our climate agrees with me that i don t deserve happiness or coping mechanisms i deserve to lay out in the cold and freeze and that s just fine i love the colder temperatures i think they re so divine yeah, that s just fine i d rather rest out there than be in here and be alive cause i keep getting way too stoned and worrying my frie