Ksenia Neel, Love of my life, love is a losing game

God knows I love you, even if you are not able to know this in your heart and soul. With you I was at peace and felt blessed in my life, without you I am lost alone. For you are everything to me, my love, my friend, my wife, my all my everything. I pray for you, and I bless you, even though you are lost in your life, as I lost you.