Crywank Hikikomori

My Dad told me each love will be different. My Dad told me each love will be good. Buy my Dad s never had a broken heart, because my Dad s got my Mom. I m too scared to fall in love again, I ll just focus on my family, my art and my friends. I m too scared to fall in love again, I ll just focus on anything else. I want to be academic, confident and romantic, but I just feel weird and overdramatic. Daily reminders that I am pathetic. When you re surrounded by it, it s hard to forget it. I see your straight faces in the magazines, the ones I used to read when I was thirteen. Now I can t sleep for all these flashbacks. Caravans and guys in bands and polystyrene hands. Everything I had I seem to have lost. Everyone who loved me seems to have forgot. Everything I want seems to far away. I ll just stay in bed for another day.