Jake Edwards a song about coming out

Front door, porch light Alone again blissfully Pacing, bedroom Nothing but worn out dreams You told yourself it would be tonight You told yourself you wouldnt back down This time Look up, skyline Wishing you werent as blue Falling, freedom Trying to say something new But all you can come up with Is words that youve already said Im desperate, Im lonely Im dying when I go to bed Waiting, breathless Washing my hands again Standing, taller Trying to breathe through the pain All the words I wrote down Are clawing their way off the page Im shouting, Im screaming Im trying to break out of this cage Nothings gunna be the same Nothings gunna be the same Whisper, quiet I wont be here next Spring Softer, footsteps Pretending I dont feel a thing And the courage I thought I had Was nothing but an empty heart I found a new family that Doesnt wanna tear me apart Nothings gunna be the same Nothings gunna be the same