Derealization Bambi Baker (official video)

Stream on official platforms: Wrote this song when I was 13 in foster care. Literally took foreverrrr to get something Im satisfied with. It was such a simple idea in my mind but every time we tried to get one of my ideas it turned out impossible. I really wanted to try my best to get something that represented derealization depersonalisation is some way instead of just what looks pretty, I wanted the outfit to represent feeling like a ghost, or like youre completely blank and stripped of identity. The background seeming like it doesnt really match is supposed to represent feeling disconnected from your surroundings. Its still only a lil homemade video by me and my mom, and a little help from my stepdad, but I hope you enjoyed it thanks for watching Also for those who are not aware, I have currently been focusing on music videos due to the fact i have silent reflux (or im debating if I mightve been misdiagnosed atp) and Im temporarily not a