TW: On Seeing CSA Snuff Images of Myself In Mk Ultra the Crippling Guilt of Throwing Them Away

In this video, I pour my heart out about the child sexual abuse and snuff images of myself (alone and alongside others) that I had the horrific burden and privilege of seeing during my deprogramming process. I talk about my experience with taking them to law enforcement and my ultimate decision to throw the pictures away. A trigger warning for this video: csa and snuff images (graphic descriptions), the criminal justice system, recovery meetings for survivors of child abuse, recovering memories, integration, incest, Monarch, Mk Ultra programming, polyfragmented dissociative identities, infiltrated, cultrun hospitals, halfway houses and sober homes, panic attacks, gaslighting