San Holo black and white

MY FAULT is probably the most personal song Ive ever written. It s a song about a chapter in my life, a relationship with the highest highs and lowest lows. Being on the road a lot and with music as my number one focus, I ve always felt skeptical about being in a relationship and scared of not being able to give myself fully to somebody. I cant commit and don t fall in love easily, until one time I did. That relationship was a time of the most intense emotions and memories that shaped a lot of who I am today. It was very real, unlike a lot of things in this world, and it was intense in the best and worst ways. I guess thats sometimes what happens when you allow yourself to love deeply. For a long time after it ended, I felt guilty about not being able to make it work but as time passed, and perspectives changed, I started to see that things werent so black and white. In my head I had been subconsciously blaming myself for a long was it really all my fault Writing these songs really helped