What Lies Within The Disappointment ( Official Music Video )

The Disappointment I know that I m not the angel You all wished id be I m dead inside with mental issues What do you want from me Bend through life wanting to die But live like I have the choice Hide my face with this goddamn mic To annoy you with my voice I think that I ve lost my Mind Its self destructive bury me alive It s bound to happen What s another sleepless night With monsters in my head I want them to go away But we know how that ends I feel like I was made to be different I am not sorry to those Who feel like I m inconvenient Because I m Looking at my past like a tidal wave I keep on tripping like I m sickened with the life I made With my fingers on the trigger like a gun display I will show you what it s like to be inside my brain I think that I lost my Mind It s selfdestructive Bury me alive It s bound to happen I need I need help I can t escape myself Do you hate me now No one cares if no one is around Can you hear that sound Can you tell I hate myself I need to find a way out B