LA JOLLA
LA JOLLA Conversing With Oceans I set out on my own to start something that s new. So I rummaged the sands of my head for beliefs that I ve swallowed. Word by word I dug up things I once heard from you. As if engulfed by a wave, that s how blindly I followed. But the words that I found, they don t really mean a thing. Cause it was never the song that my heart was meant to sing. So now I m burning up cause I can see my mind and how I let you overstay your welcome there this time. And now I m giving up from holding you up high cause all I ever wanted was the wings for us to fly. But you don t make it easy, no you never made it easy to try. You won t break my spirit down. In all the ways that I squeezed my soul so only I could please youdid I please you And honestly, never again will I tell myself I need you or I m beneath you. I ll pull my own head up from under water. I m sick of people telling me that I m delusional. That I should stop dreaming. This world is fucking I disagree
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