Kailee Morgue Cant Get Happy ( Demo)

I wrote this when i was too sad to move, all static, no tune baby Lyrics: I swear I ve tried everything cut the coffee for some tea cutting friends off who were mean and i tried to get more sleep but the roots are planted so deep do you think that you could love me if I can t get happy and I got back on my meds thought I was clearin up my head but its been 18 hours and probably 5 words that I ve said. . and you make me feel lovely but I m a different kind of hungry and I can t get happy and I fixed things with my dad told everyone that I m not sad cause I should be progressing by 20 shouldn t I but my brothers gettin taller and I m only feeling smaller and I can t get happy I m scared I might fade away if no one tells me I m okay cause people seem to look right through me these days its not that I want your pity i just want someone to see me no I don t want